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[sid] => 8024
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => The Struggle
[time] => 2002-12-05 22:00:00
[hometext] => Im trying to figure out alot of things in my life right now, writing things like this helps me get my mind off things for a moment.
[bodytext] => my life right now i cant understand.
i wonder through these days and go through the motions. i get up and play the role. i get up to pay my tole. for my choices i pay a price thats not cheap. i have no control and for these reasons i weep. i weep for the things i may never accomplish, the yearning in my soul to be the perfect person. the doubts in my head which are beginning to worsen. the doubts in my head which scream louder than me, constantly screaming, struggling free. i subdue them for a moment but they soon return. leaving me here, completely empty and burned. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 188 [topic] => 32 [informant] => staryeyed [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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