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[sid] => 79931
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => A Nightly Nightmare
[time] => 2005-01-14 21:57:08
[hometext] => I wrote this about myself actually. this is my routine on nights that I cut. please comment on xoxo lyl thnx
[bodytext] => A slash, a scratch a cut: all words she is quite familiar with she sits alone and does these things out of pure misery over and over till she feels numb she drops the blade then wipes up her mess and rocks back and forth till sleep overcomes and dreams quietly and softly she tells the verdict to trusted ones but they seem not to mind nothing can phase her because her pain builds more and more until she realeses it with the blade of a knife everynight before bed she pulls it out and pauses for a moment thinking of he mistake she is making then rolls up the pant leg or sleeve slowly pulls back her knife after having done a few, her shoulders wet with a crimson wave sag as she sighs out loud in a relieving manner A few more deep slashes before she is done finds a clean spot on her rag and wipes up the mixture of blood and tears that cover her body she walks to the mirror and stares at the image of a broken and shattered girl covered in deep, shiny red lines she turns then, goes over to the wall and shuts off the light then crawls slowly across the room and crawls into bed she wishes herself a tearful goodnight and before drifting off to sleep she wonders WHY [comments] => 2 [counter] => 207 [topic] => 61 [informant] => humboldtsweetie33 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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