Welcome to Your Poetry Dot Com - Read, Rate, Comment on, or Submit Poetry. Browse Poetry Forums, or just enjoy other parts of our poetic community.
One of the largest databases of poetry on the net, now over 198,500+ poems!
Welcome to Your Poetry Dot Com    Poems On Site: 198,500+   Comments On Poems: 427,000+   Forum Posts: 105,000+
Custom Search
  Welcome ! Home  ·  FAQ  ·  Topics  ·  Web Links  ·  Your Account  ·  Submit Poetry  ·  Top 30  ·  OldSite Link 29-May 21:33:40 AEST  
  Menu
  Home
· Micks Shop
· Our eBay Store· Error Submit
 Poetry
· Submit Poetry
· Least Read Poems
· Topics
· Members Listing
· Old Site Post 2001
· Old Site Pre 2001
· Poetry Archive
· Public Domain Poetry
 Stories
· Stories (NEW ! )
· Submit Story
· Story Topics
· Stories Archive
· Story Search
  Community
· Our Poetry Forums
· Our Arcade
100's of Games !

  Site Help
· FAQ
· Feedback

  Members Areas
· Your Account
· Members Journals
· Premium Sign-Up
  Premium Section
· Special Section
· Premium Poems
· Premium Submit
· Premium Search
· Premium Top
· Premium Archive
· Premium Topics
 Fun & Games

· Jokes
· Bubble Puzzle
· ConnectN
· Cross Word
· Cross Word Easy
· Drag Puzzle
· Word Hunt
 Reference
· Dictionary
· Dictionary (Rhyming)
· Site Updates
· Content
· Special Content
 Search
· Search
· Web Links
· All Links
 Top
· Top 30
  Help This Site
· Donations
 Others
· Recipes
· Moderators
Our Other Sites
· Embroidery Design Store
· Your Jokes
· Special Urls
· JM Embroideries
· Public Domain Poetry and Stories
· Diamond Dotz
· Cooking Info and Recipes
· Quoof - Australian Story

  Social

Array ( [sid] => 79898 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Nothing Will Be The Same [time] => 2005-01-14 17:56:44 [hometext] => pls leave comments.. [bodytext] => I don't desurve to be loved
I don't desurve to be cared about
I don't know what's wrong with me
I don't know why this is meant to be
I'm not thin enough
I'm not strong enough

Love...there's no such thing
Hatred is all my heart sings
I wonder why I'm even alive
I wish I had a knife
This way I could finally die
To cute myself is a need
So I could see myself bleed

Death is my only escape
The thought of it makes me feel safe
I wish I had some xtc pills
The right amount that kills
Giving me a great feeling before I go
Oh how I want it so

People don't understand it
Sometimes I'm an anorexic
Sometimes I'm suicidle
I know I'm so unbelievable
Stupid that is
94 pounds isn't light enough
I wanna weight 77
To drift like a feather
To look so fragile
You'd wanna hold me
But you'd be affraid to break me

So you see
This is what happend to me
Since you left me
To be alone and scared
With no one to care
For me like you did
Oh daddy why ?
You didn't even say goodbye
U went into the drugdealing game
And now nothing will ever be the same [comments] => 6 [counter] => 238 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Gigi_15 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 24 [ratings] => 5 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
Nothing Will Be The Same

Contributed by Gigi_15 on Friday, 14th January 2005 @ 05:56:44 PM in AEST
Topic: SadPoetry



I don't desurve to be loved
I don't desurve to be cared about
I don't know what's wrong with me
I don't know why this is meant to be
I'm not thin enough
I'm not strong enough

Love...there's no such thing
Hatred is all my heart sings
I wonder why I'm even alive
I wish I had a knife
This way I could finally die
To cute myself is a need
So I could see myself bleed

Death is my only escape
The thought of it makes me feel safe
I wish I had some xtc pills
The right amount that kills
Giving me a great feeling before I go
Oh how I want it so

People don't understand it
Sometimes I'm an anorexic
Sometimes I'm suicidle
I know I'm so unbelievable
Stupid that is
94 pounds isn't light enough
I wanna weight 77
To drift like a feather
To look so fragile
You'd wanna hold me
But you'd be affraid to break me

So you see
This is what happend to me
Since you left me
To be alone and scared
With no one to care
For me like you did
Oh daddy why ?
You didn't even say goodbye
U went into the drugdealing game
And now nothing will ever be the same




Copyright © Gigi_15 ... [ 2005-01-14 17:56:44]
(Date/Time posted on site)





Advertisments:






Previous Posted Poem         | |         Next Posted Poem


 
Sorry, comments are no longer allowed for anonymous, please register for a free membership to access this feature and more
All comments are owned by the poster. Your Poetry Dot Com is not responsible for the content of any comment.
That said, if you find an offensive comment, please contact via the FeedBack Form with details, including poem title etc.
Re: Nothing Will Be The Same (User Rating: 1 )
by Former_Member on Friday, 14th January 2005 @ 05:58:35 PM AEST
(User Info | Send a Message)
So sad...
I'm sorry this happened


Re: Nothing Will Be The Same (User Rating: 1 )
by Spazzo on Friday, 14th January 2005 @ 06:58:49 PM AEST
(User Info | Send a Message)
The knife isn't the answer. Death would be much worse 'cause you won't really die. You will be in worse pain. If you need to talk, PM me.

Spazzo


Re: Nothing Will Be The Same (User Rating: 1 )
by deadheadpoet on Friday, 14th January 2005 @ 08:52:14 PM AEST
(User Info | Send a Message)
Quit downin' yourself sister. Thin is NOT in. Being healthy is. Take care of yourself. Sounds like you should seek some professional help. Much peace to you.


Re: Nothing Will Be The Same (User Rating: 1 )
by blowfish_jane on Saturday, 15th January 2005 @ 06:30:22 AM AEST
(User Info | Send a Message)
Aww this is such a sad poetic write, a very powerful write.

Hugs,
Jane x


Re: Nothing Will Be The Same (User Rating: 1 )
by Wachumiri on Wednesday, 27th July 2005 @ 10:37:02 PM AEST
(User Info | Send a Message)
I don't know what to say. I've deleted three comments already. What I want to say is "Don't". Don't think of yourself like that. You're worth more than you know, and I know that because Someone has seen fit to keep you on this earth. We pay for our mistakes, but don't put other people's bills on your tab. They weren't meant for you to pay.
Take care.
David


Re: Nothing Will Be The Same (User Rating: 1 )
by big_B on Monday, 1st May 2006 @ 03:22:45 PM AEST
(User Info | Send a Message)
oh girl, keep your chin up. you will get through it. i feel that way all the time. death is not the answer.

big love from big_B




While every care is taken to ensure the general sites content is family safe, our moderators cannot be in all places; all the time. Please report poetry and or comments that are in breach of our site rules HERE (Please include poem title or url). Parents also please ensure that you supervise your children well when they are on the internet; regardless of what a site says about being, or being considered, child-safe.

Poetry is much like a great photo, a single "moment in time" capturing many feelings and emotions. Yet, they are very alive; creating stirrings within the readers who form visual "pictures" of the expressed emotions within the Poem. ©

Opinions expressed in the poetry, comments, forums etc. on this site are not necessarily those of this site, its owners and/or operators; but of the individuals who post items to this site.
Frequently Asked Questions | | | Privacy Policy | | | Contact Webmaster

All submitted items are Copyright © to their submitter. All the rest Copyright © 2002-2050 by Your Poetry Dot Com

All logos and trademarks in this site are property of their respective owners.

Script Generation Time: 0.052 Seconds. - View our Site Map | .© your-poetry.com