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[aid] => mick
[title] => Life is So Screwed
[time] => 2005-01-12 17:40:54
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[bodytext] => no feeling, no thoughts not tired, not exited laying there, staring into an abliss of colors .... thinking the sorness keeps me from moving -wondering if anyone will save me the only real person to save me is myself It seems its never going to get better... but somehow it always does everyone is always putting on the front of being happy.. even though there misarible inside the only people that cheer me up.. are the ones closest to me.. but somehow the ones closest always let me down im scared to trust someone, scared to love, scared to show any sign of affection... because if I do.. they might start taking me for granted like the others did.... if i do show a sign of anything.. they might ditch me.. or possibly like me more but i would rather be friendless.. than giving my full self to another friend and getting hurt again.. they say.. "who needs them" i thought i did i thought i truly had a friend that loved me and trusted me then.. come to find out it was all a lie i need to find myself.. i feel hollow inside.. maybe there right.. maybe i have no life... but all i want is someone i can trust... Truly yours, ~~A Lost Life Without A Cause..... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 48 [informant] => doodley_5 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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