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[aid] => mick
[title] => Helpless
[time] => 2005-01-11 21:50:16
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I am feeling helpless. I wonder if Heaven’s all it’s cracked up to be. I hear that which cannot be put into words, yet cannot remain silent. I see someone who is lost and alone, but refuses to admit it. I want to tell my truest friend how she’s changed my life. I am feeling helpless. I pretend that I can handle situations when, in reality, I can’t. I believe that friendships are like glass. Some smudge. Others crack. And a few shatter completely. I touch hearts of those who allow me, but it’s often a disappointing number. I worry that in God’s eyes, every mistake is a permanent stain. I cry little, but need to realize that it’s ok to show your emotions. I am feeling helpless. I understand life is unfair. I say I am fine, when I’m not. I dream of a life without pain. I hope that one day I will be thankful for difficult times. Because it’s during those times you grow. I am feeling helpless. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 154 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Mosie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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