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[sid] => 79486
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Lonely
[time] => 2005-01-11 19:21:42
[hometext] => Welcome to my fake life
[bodytext] => Do you know what it feels like to be truly lonely? To feel like there is absolutely no one to go to And the person that you can go to can't possibly understand it all Constantly having to act fake just so people will notice you Knowing that they really couldn’t give a flip about how you feel Living each day like a turtle hiding in its shell Afraid to face the world and all its evil Feeling like if I were to show my real life I would get laughed at and given weird looks Knowing that being lonely is a lifestyle for me And constantly on the verge of tears at night I hide my pain and sorrow Holding on to it like no ones business Not showing anybody but one I live my life wondering if anyone cares Hiding in the shadows when pain comes Constantly am I paranoid that someone will find out Find out that I'm hurting Will find out this anger and pain I must keep my act up I have everything to lose if I were to be found out You would think I would want people to find out my pain I use to think that too but it just wouldn’t work any more I must keep my fake life going [comments] => 3 [counter] => 212 [topic] => 21 [informant] => farmtowngirl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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