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[sid] => 78588
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => How I feel...
[time] => 2005-01-05 15:05:53
[hometext] => I dont know how i feel anymore!!! please comment!!!
[bodytext] => How I feel…. Am I going to heal…? I don’t know how I feel, I can’t describe it, I like to conceal…! I’m a dark girl, I help others so I don’t have to face the world… My own troubles… My own life… The strife, Of it all, I just carry on to… fall and fall, Until I get to the lowest, And I’m really down and depressed… People recognize… The way I hide… I don’t sort my own problems out, I let them leave me, but I doubt… Well I know… They never go… Can you see by these colors…? That I’m a bit under the weather? It’s nearly crimbo, I need to get into the flow, Of things around me, But the Christmas tree… Doesn’t bring any Xmas feeling, I’m starting to be concealing… Yet again… I do it now and then… I haven’t really explained how I feel… I keep trying to conceal… I can’t help it… That’s me get used to it… I’m not bad, Just not glad… That’s how I feel… I dunno… [comments] => 1 [counter] => 181 [topic] => 48 [informant] => BuggY [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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