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[sid] => 78170
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Bleeding Mascara
[time] => 2005-01-02 15:47:23
[hometext] => crying silent tears of blood...
[bodytext] => the tears bleed from my eyes
as a little piece of my heart dies
I'm screaming inside
and nobody knows why
I'm screaming suicide
the bullet in my chest
then I'm layed to rest
no more lonely nights
sitting in the darkness
shoving a razorblade into my skin
wishing my life never again
no more watching the blood
run down my arm
and wishing for more harm
I'll finally be dead
insyead of locked away
watching the red
the tears bleed from my eyes
the mascara runs down my cheeks
dying to be perfect and thin
I purge a part of my soul
just like I cut for control
just to be part of a perfect image
I can control the way I look
just not the innocence they took
the tears bleed from my eyes
as I sit in my room
and contemplate suicide
[comments] => 9
[counter] => 258
[topic] => 36
[informant] => screwup
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[alanguage] => english
[acomm] => 0
[haspoll] => 0
[pollID] => 0
[score] => 2
[ratings] => 1
[editpoem] => 1
[associated] =>
[topicname] => Suicide
)
Bleeding Mascara
Contributed by
screwup
on
Sunday, 2nd January 2005 @ 03:47:23 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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the tears bleed from my eyes
as a little piece of my heart dies
I'm screaming inside
and nobody knows why
I'm screaming suicide
the bullet in my chest
then I'm layed to rest
no more lonely nights
sitting in the darkness
shoving a razorblade into my skin
wishing my life never again
no more watching the blood
run down my arm
and wishing for more harm
I'll finally be dead
insyead of locked away
watching the red
the tears bleed from my eyes
the mascara runs down my cheeks
dying to be perfect and thin
I purge a part of my soul
just like I cut for control
just to be part of a perfect image
I can control the way I look
just not the innocence they took
the tears bleed from my eyes
as I sit in my room
and contemplate suicide
Copyright ©
screwup
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2005-01-02 15:47:23]
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by darkplaidbabe on
Sunday, 2nd January 2005 @ 03:54:15 PM AEST
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Im so sorry you feel this way, ive struggled with suicide many times before and i can truly relate to this one...beautiful write in any case and if you ever would like to talk, im happy to listen.
~Kreamy |
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by afterdark on
Sunday, 2nd January 2005 @ 03:55:42 PM AEST
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| Hey send me a picture after you do this..I'm very curious to see how deep you can cut yourself without passing out or bleeding out all the way..The best thing about ppl who do kill themselves is they do it rather then talk about it... |
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by DesolantDreamer on
Sunday, 2nd January 2005 @ 04:24:12 PM AEST
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| I feel that way a lot. Very good poem. Very deep. I like it. Keep it up. |
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by Tru2Myself on
Sunday, 2nd January 2005 @ 05:21:18 PM AEST
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| This Poem is very well writen. I know how you feel...not exsactly how you feel but i can relate. I cried when i read this poem it is very beautiful. Keep up the great writing...but try to reason before you do anything that could seriously harm yourself. Even if it doesnt seem like it sometimes there is always someone out there who cares. I promice. If you need to talk I'm here. |
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by x-fetuseater4life-x on
Sunday, 2nd January 2005 @ 06:47:00 PM AEST
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| one of the only poems ive read so far that isnt complete worn out pussy *****....good job. read mine cuz its funny....well the most recent one is |
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by pixie on
Monday, 3rd January 2005 @ 10:36:00 AM AEST
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I am glad that you are still battling on and you have not rolled over and given up your life to your demons, it is the easy option and very tempting to us all at one time or another, your poetry speake pain, but also strength, strength that you dont believe you have,
pixie xx |
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by Mandy2007 on
Saturday, 12th February 2005 @ 09:43:16 PM AEST
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| Yep, this describes me 100%. Great Job and keep up the good job! |
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by xXx_lil_pyro_xXx on
Thursday, 24th November 2005 @ 08:22:44 PM AEST
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i can totally relate to this poem, but luckily i'm recovering from my depression, i still have a few fallbacks, but there are fewer and fewer each day. my best wishes to you, PM if you ever need anything.
~karis~ |
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Re: Bleeding Mascara
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by Kittenfantastico on
Monday, 28th November 2005 @ 08:02:35 PM AEST
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Good again!
visit my journal maybe we can be friends |
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