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Contributed by
ballistik
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Wednesday, 22nd December 2004 @ 06:53:20 AM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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alone...disowned....cant cry....wherez home....my mind is dim....wanna find...cant grip....on my own.....whenz freedom?....not here.....im afraid....all fear.....takez control... breakz me free.... only this pain.... my own disease....wanna cry...no tearz... none fer me....all this pain....cant be.... whenz closure?.... cant find faith.....you wanted me this way...all hate....no more longing...done fer me....to many tragikz... to much deceit....cant come clean....alone on a street...hearing carz...none fer me....which way ta go?..... all scared.... no secretz....find an image...to many... ther all incrypted....WHY NOT THEM???....voicez hit hard.....to much itz all dim... ive been scarred.... it bringz me closer....never far...in to deep.....find a lonely star....creepz through my blood...healz lightly...i see a person and shout... but they move on and ignite me...my own personal fearz...never to close...alwayz in fear...wanna take myself...cant barely bare....all this torment...nobody near....lightz go out...not even scared... wanna find nothing.... darkness becomez clear....see through torture...it enfoldz me im whole...i wanna distance myself...behold my old soulz....everything the same...nothingz different....it creepz through slowly...siftz out the difference...but ther all me..so confused deeply...wherez my self?...in this field of demonz lifted....catch a fish and eat....they feed my harvest...im eating soulz in sleep....most a them harmless....cant get out....the eyez watching over....LEMME FIND MYSELF!!!!.... i wanna kill myself.... werdz never seemed so sober....find a knife....itz sharp glistening red.... thrust it through my neck... all my soulz are dead.... is it over yet?..............
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