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[sid] => 76727
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Numb
[time] => 2004-12-21 09:03:55
[hometext] => My roommate asked me to write about what I was feeling so here it is...
[bodytext] => It’s all so numb, I’m never here, I fade further and further away And you just disappear, So far gone, unsure of where I am… I’m up, I’m down, Trying to feed this addiction, To you, to him…to everyone and no one, It’s too much, all at once, But never enough. I feel it all closing in around me, Running away, I’m in too deep… Fading so fast, they can’t know, That I will never this last… Deafened by the pain, Someone old, someone new, it’s all the same. Over and over, Constantly trying to fill this void, I am unable to feel. When you say that you love me. You speak but I hear nothing… It all goes black, You can’t love what you haven’t had, You don’t know, That this is not who I am. Finding comfort behind these walls… Feeling so empty, so lonely Anticipating my next fall… Fearing being found out, I’m exhausted, It’s been this way for so long, Here beside you, I have always been gone. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 154 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Cutieindahurley [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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