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[sid] => 76329
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Confessions
[time] => 2004-12-18 11:15:25
[hometext] => stupid stupid me. I knew I wasn't allowed to be loved...
[bodytext] => I must admit I envy those around me who have felt loved Who have felt worthy I admit it with no shame You would too. I confess to never believing anyone who claims they care even remotely With my knees scraping Against the knives Tring to hold back my screams Surprised I haven't been numbed yet. and every day A new knife is thrust into my scarred back Then they wonder Why I have no trust in anything. My stupid dreams Are always shattered that I can't keep myself from having When I touch anyone and if they get close They turn into nothingness But I do not understand Because they make no sense to me Maybe people Like to live senselessly I admit I'm full of jealousy for people who know. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 154 [topic] => 48 [informant] => assassinatorgirl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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