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[sid] => 7597
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => cry die fly bye bye
[time] => 2002-11-28 04:30:00
[hometext] => never again, i promised myself never again. but who gives a chunk, i break all my promises anyways.
[bodytext] => ***************************************** the night was dark, i was alone and cold but free. running like the wind, feelin sweet ectasy. no one has ever known, how good it had felt. to let go and get away, what i need the anger i had, in the world i could breathe. i got away, and i stepped towards the edge of a new beginning and i jumped but then they locked me up and i promised me forever i would never go back to that jail. so here i am. they think i haven't changed but i am slowly. but now i do the same. thing that i always used to do to them. i used to tear them up ripped their hearts apart and lied and played them guys. like i had been played. but now i see what damage i have done and i want to stop destroying it all. but now he wants me back, they all want me. i have given them their dream and i can't take it away but have to and it hurts. it is all me. has it always been me? and i promised myself i would never agan want to die. but now i do. so i have broken my promise and am worthless. this is so straightforward i might beat me up after for how stupid i have been, to show it to the sun. but i will never know... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 13 [informant] => dantoad [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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