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[aid] => mick
[title] => Torn
[time] => 2004-12-15 15:53:20
[hometext] => Read after Sidewalks it is from that, thanks e-amil about what you thought scotthansen8@hotmail.com
[bodytext] => Why are emotions so difficult to differentiate? One moment happy, then the other overly depressed! I am torn into pieces by not knowing how to feel Especially not knowing where to go or what to do! So tell me! Show me the way around this horrible life I lay my entire life in your hands, take me mold me how you will I am yours, only I do not believe you wish to take me You wish to be on your own, roam the earth as a tiger looking for prey! You are a wanderer while I am not, I wish to stay with you Only you must move on as the moment winds down! Why do you torment me with me own emotions and play myself against me You know that, I will stumble and fall for you, you use this against me! You are trying to destroy me and smother me into the ground so you can forget But you know that you can only bury your deepest feelings for so long! Let them out and show them to me, please I am dying to see how you truly feel Dying is the perfect word, the more you hold inside the more I slowly die Let the truth run about us, you and I together forever Why must you push me down!? I have helped you up so many times This is how I am repaid, with violence to love? Somehow that seems not right, I would have thought love would return Why are you enticing others, have you truly forgotten me this quickly? I wish you to return! Return to my arms, only you kick me on your way out! Come back my love, only without you I shall wither and die Without you I will be stranded in this great wide street! You helped me here, to where the fun begins Only you disappeared the second the fun stopped, for you Help me back to my safe home, the Sidewalks You and others return, only not to help only to hurt I am destroyed, I lay in my own blood slowly dying I see you laugh and walk away, my last breath will curse you to you everlasting torment! Only I can only think this horrible thought, and I curse myself for thinking this Because inside I love you for whatever you do, to me or for me I wish I could have showed you, I cry into the dead air I LOVE YOU! But only the Wind returns my last breath I died, but my love still lives, it will live within me and torment me forever I lost my love But she destroyed me, only with her bare and bloody hands she will be judged, and I will sit atop the jury and I will love her instead of being consumed by hate. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Mallard8 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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