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[aid] => mick
[title] => You'll never know why
[time] => 2004-12-13 12:21:59
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[bodytext] => I’m being drowned by a memory, a tear The tears I don’t cry, the sobs you’ll never hear The ones I choke back so that you can’t see So that nobody can -- I don’t want you to know the real me But they build up inside me and tear me apart I look at you, though, I love you staight from my heart So I don’t want you to know the secrets I keep The images that haunt my mind at night when I sleep I want you to love me for the girl I’ve become I’ve changed so much from the one that I was I’m not perfect, but I try harder everyday I’ll never let you pity me, it’ll never be okay If you only knew what I’ve done, who I used to be Maybe you wouldn’t even be able to look at me So, I’ll die a little bit more everyday And my secrets will die with me, I’ll never say One day you’ll lose me and you’ll never know why I hated myself or why I wanted to die [comments] => 2 [counter] => 213 [topic] => 43 [informant] => unbreakable [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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