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[sid] => 75056
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Guilty
[time] => 2004-12-09 15:13:37
[hometext] => He raped me, so why did I feel guilty?
[bodytext] => He was guilty as charged from the word go,
But again he dealt me an undying blow,
He said that the sex was consensual,
He was filling the jury with all kinds of bull.
I wasn’t allowed to be there in person,
As it was feared the situation would worsen,
As I was 13, a young & mixed up teen,
To rip apart my story prosecution were very keen.
I was interviewed on camera & that was used,
I told the court of how my body he abused,
For his own perverted little kicks,
Thinking about it makes me feel quite sick.
They found him guilty of unlawful sex,
Which was wrong understandably I was vexed,
I felt dirty & that justice was not done,
It was as if they had given him back some of his fun.
I felt as though my story wasn’t believed,
By a sick rapist the whole court had been deceived,
8 months was the sentence Colin was given,
To self harming again & to drink I was driven.
I was forever looking over my shoulder,
I thought he’d get me when I was older,
I used to see his face on every man who walked by,
Because I felt guilty myself I just could not cry.
[comments] => 9
[counter] => 228
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[informant] => pixie
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[alanguage] => english
[acomm] => 0
[haspoll] => 0
[pollID] => 0
[score] => 20
[ratings] => 4
[editpoem] => 1
[associated] =>
[topicname] => EmotionalPoetry
)
Guilty
Contributed by
pixie
on
Thursday, 9th December 2004 @ 03:13:37 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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He was guilty as charged from the word go,
But again he dealt me an undying blow,
He said that the sex was consensual,
He was filling the jury with all kinds of bull.
I wasn’t allowed to be there in person,
As it was feared the situation would worsen,
As I was 13, a young & mixed up teen,
To rip apart my story prosecution were very keen.
I was interviewed on camera & that was used,
I told the court of how my body he abused,
For his own perverted little kicks,
Thinking about it makes me feel quite sick.
They found him guilty of unlawful sex,
Which was wrong understandably I was vexed,
I felt dirty & that justice was not done,
It was as if they had given him back some of his fun.
I felt as though my story wasn’t believed,
By a sick rapist the whole court had been deceived,
8 months was the sentence Colin was given,
To self harming again & to drink I was driven.
I was forever looking over my shoulder,
I thought he’d get me when I was older,
I used to see his face on every man who walked by,
Because I felt guilty myself I just could not cry.
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pixie
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2004-12-09 15:13:37]
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Re: Guilty
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by cheech on
Thursday, 9th December 2004 @ 03:29:23 PM AEST
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aww,i'm sorry for all ur pain and dignity ripped right out of u,hopefully 1 u'll recover,although i know of plenty who keep it built up inside for years then they end up going on a rampage,this will affect u in alot of ways,doubtful for u to love a man and open up to him,great write,alot of understand ur pain,hope the best for u!!great write,keep them up
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Re: Guilty
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by autumngreeneyes on
Thursday, 9th December 2004 @ 04:05:11 PM AEST
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| I don't know why the victim always feels guilty..but that's what happens. Strange phenominon.. when there is no control..I wish there was something I could say..or do to take it all away..(((((hugs))))) |
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Re: Guilty
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by bobotheclown on
Thursday, 9th December 2004 @ 05:25:47 PM AEST
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such a sad poem I hope this isn't true. I hate
rapists the only group of people I hate them
and child abusers. Good poem but tough to
read due to the subject matter.
Bobo (Joel) |
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Re: Guilty
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by Former_Member on
Thursday, 9th December 2004 @ 09:58:10 PM AEST
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Awe, pix, this is so sad and tortured. I'm so sorry for
any pain and sorrow you've been forced to endure.
You are such a sweet and wonderful person.
And very, very strong. In sharing this poem you've shown that.
I am thinking of you.
(((hugs)))
~Breezy
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Re: Guilty
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by venkat on
Friday, 10th December 2004 @ 12:55:44 AM AEST
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| very sad and tough poem..I hate rapists and abusers..dearest girl my thoughts are with you...aah.hugs :-)venkat |
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Re: Guilty
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by Former_Member on
Friday, 10th December 2004 @ 01:25:49 AM AEST
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| Wow...... I am speechless....so emotional, so much pain, so much honesty.... you convey your emotions so beautifully in your poetry.... I am in awe of your work...... Marvelous poem! |
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Re: Guilty
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by emystar on
Friday, 10th December 2004 @ 01:42:09 AM AEST
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This is so sad and I'm so sorry u went thru this.
Keep writing my friend.
It's written really well.
luv, huggs,
emy |
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Re: Guilty
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by Sinned on
Friday, 10th December 2004 @ 09:07:50 AM AEST
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You needent feel guilty you were violeted in the worst selfish way.Chin up girl you were created special.He had no right to force himself upon you.Don't give in to hate or fret his day will come.Your poem is filled with hurt.keep writing.
Sinned |
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Re: Guilty
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by pander on
Friday, 10th December 2004 @ 09:21:02 AM AEST
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I guess this one was difficult for you to write. Not the easiest of subjects to deal with.
This is a good, from the heart, write Pixie.
Luv,
Pander
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