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[sid] => 74903
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Secret Revealed
[time] => 2004-12-08 15:08:19
[hometext] => My parents have finally found out I SI, someone had told.....so will this trully help me?
[bodytext] => All those times before I said I’d put this to end Were all lies but to hurt you was not my intent I guess I was too blind to see the pain I caused everyone And with me they were fed up and done Tired of being the ones forced to make me feel That I am worth something and that to them I’m real So with their “concern” they blabbed my secret in which them I confined I guess to mess with my life they did not mind Now forced to deal with my problems another way Still won’t make the pain go away Cutting helped relive me of my gathered angst and pain Now I’m forced to talk with my parents, then what will I gain? I wanted to talk it out with you But my messages never got through If only you fully listened to me, with every word I spoke Then deep inside I wouldn’t have been torn or broke But since you hadn’t self-infliction was my escape Yet this is what they decided to take Now I’m carefully watched left with no privacy Is this what you wanted to happen to me? So my razorblades been taken from me As I’m dragged back into reality My only way to cope has been taken away And the pain I feel will forever stay [comments] => 1 [counter] => 187 [topic] => 48 [informant] => EternalNight4x [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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