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[sid] => 74779
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Demon Inside Me
[time] => 2004-12-07 15:54:54
[hometext] => It's about trying to get someting..or someone to get out of my life or just leave me alone
[bodytext] => My mind is the only thing unclean. Can’t you see this demon inside of me? No one can see this thing inside of me. It’s taking control of me. Wait until you trust me and believe in me. I’ll show you what this thing will do to me. I’ll show you this demon inside of me. It is becoming all of me… I am turning into her. She is the demon she is the curse that has come to be me. Why must I look, act, and do things like her? Why must I be so much like her? I am becoming evil. I am becoming what I never wanted to become. Wait until you finally trust me finally believe in me. I’ll let you down; your heart will burn to the ground. I’ll smash it, crush it, and bleed it until it’s lifeless and broken. I have no use for the truth in who I am or what I’ve become. All I do is shoot you down until no one thinks to try to find you. In this time I will love you. Or do we sit here wondering? Why this world isn’t turning around. It’s now or never. Are we all the same inside? It’s now or never to decide. In this way I will love you, yet I will let you down. I will dig you a grave so deep it’s hard to see day. A day that will forever be grayed with our pain. Don’t try to run away! I will take away your pain. But just for this one last day. Ariane Brooks [comments] => 2 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Atari [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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