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Doin Just Fine
Contributed by
swiftsouljah
on
Monday, 6th December 2004 @ 05:06:19 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I’m doing just fine
Ok that’s a lie
If I apologize
She’ll probably think I’m lying
So ill be selfish and conceited
And act like I don’t care that she’s crying
Not only that she’s crying
But that I don’t care at all
It hurts but I cant bring myself
To pick up the phone
And just give her a call
I would tell her its me
And that I’m not ready
If I’m forgetting
Then whys this *****
Still hitting me heavy
I could blow it off
And act like I don’t care
But everywhere I look
She’s always there
Every thought I think
She lurks underneath
Everywhere I go
She’s there also
But still I try to forget
But when I sleep
I’m betrayed
By the thoughts that I think
She wants to talk
But I don’t wanna remember
Of that f-ing day in December
When I made a girl who adored me
Feel like nothing but a whore to me
Everything’s going just fine
And she’s nothing to me
But somehow her phantom memory
Means so much more to me
Trying to forget
Thinking
Two hearts wishing
Both reminiscing
Both hoping
Each other would listen
I just don’t understand
How my heart could mean
Every word in the poem
That I wrote
But somehow
My mind wasn’t so devote
If it was wrong to leave her
It’d be worse to try to keep her
Cause I left her
I guess I’m just to retarded
To have kept her
If I miss he...r
Do I love her...
Or do I just wish
She was loven me...
Cause I miss her holding me
She’ll never know
The effect she had
In molding me
Even for the whore that I am
She might still love me
So I’ll respect her
And make sure
I stay the hell away from her
Cause I’m not worth any miniscule
Portion of her time
I’m not worth
The time it took
For her to read
These pathetic lines
Despite the tears
And even the pain
I'm gonna ignore them both
and say
I'm doing just fine
©Wayne Wende
Copyright ©
swiftsouljah
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2004-12-06 17:06:19]
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Re: Doin Just Fine
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by waos on
Monday, 6th December 2004 @ 06:58:15 PM AEST
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not bad. it sounds like that's a lot of sadness in there. relationships are tough and i hope somehow this one of yours can turn into good.
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