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[aid] => mick
[title] => Doin Just Fine
[time] => 2004-12-06 17:06:19
[hometext] => To Lilli... sorry boo... and somehow it'll never be enough.... comment please thanks Wayne
[bodytext] => I’m doing just fine Ok that’s a lie If I apologize She’ll probably think I’m lying So ill be selfish and conceited And act like I don’t care that she’s crying Not only that she’s crying But that I don’t care at all It hurts but I cant bring myself To pick up the phone And just give her a call I would tell her its me And that I’m not ready If I’m forgetting Then whys this ***** Still hitting me heavy I could blow it off And act like I don’t care But everywhere I look She’s always there Every thought I think She lurks underneath Everywhere I go She’s there also But still I try to forget But when I sleep I’m betrayed By the thoughts that I think She wants to talk But I don’t wanna remember Of that f-ing day in December When I made a girl who adored me Feel like nothing but a whore to me Everything’s going just fine And she’s nothing to me But somehow her phantom memory Means so much more to me Trying to forget Thinking Two hearts wishing Both reminiscing Both hoping Each other would listen I just don’t understand How my heart could mean Every word in the poem That I wrote But somehow My mind wasn’t so devote If it was wrong to leave her It’d be worse to try to keep her Cause I left her I guess I’m just to retarded To have kept her If I miss he...r Do I love her... Or do I just wish She was loven me... Cause I miss her holding me She’ll never know The effect she had In molding me Even for the whore that I am She might still love me So I’ll respect her And make sure I stay the hell away from her Cause I’m not worth any miniscule Portion of her time I’m not worth The time it took For her to read These pathetic lines Despite the tears And even the pain I'm gonna ignore them both and say I'm doing just fine ©Wayne Wende [comments] => 1 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 22 [informant] => swiftsouljah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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