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Array ( [sid] => 74586 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I am here, but i am not [time] => 2004-12-06 04:36:45 [hometext] => One of my old ones yet again... i was about 15 when i wrote this...... hmmmmm i dunno what else to say but i was pretty hurt by alot of stuff then.... [bodytext] => I am here, but i am not.
I am lost deeply in my own thoughts.
But i am still here,
In this screwed world,
Living my (explicit word) up life!
I am here,
But should i be?
Life is being so (explicit word)
Is it a sign that it's not worth living?
Or are we all meant to feel this pain i do?
When things start going right,
They all screw up again.
I am here,
Pondering what i should do.
Wether i should belive Matt
Or Barber?
I am here,
but i just dont wanna be.
Yet i cant bring myself,
to slicing deeply,
seeply into my wrists.
Scares for ever more,
or even possible death.
Stains of blood,
shedding of too many tears.
I am here,
but am i wanted?
It seems like i am not.
People screw up,
But dont admit that what they did was wrong.
Wrong and hurtfull.
It brings upon depression that i feel now.
I am here,
but am i neede?
People tell me theyd wish id die,
just so they can laugh non stop.
They tell me to never go near them,
even after they spend their life time running away.
Their death may devestate me,
But mine won't them.
I am here,
But i am not. [comments] => 5 [counter] => 206 [topic] => 13 [informant] => tWiStLe [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )

I am here, but i am not

Contributed by tWiStLe on Monday, 6th December 2004 @ 04:36:45 AM in AEST
Topic: DarkPoetry

I am here, but i am not.
I am lost deeply in my own thoughts.
But i am still here,
In this screwed world,
Living my (explicit word) up life!
I am here,
But should i be?
Life is being so (explicit word)
Is it a sign that it's not worth living?
Or are we all meant to feel this pain i do?
When things start going right,
They all screw up again.
I am here,
Pondering what i should do.
Wether i should belive Matt
Or Barber?
I am here,
but i just dont wanna be.
Yet i cant bring myself,
to slicing deeply,
seeply into my wrists.
Scares for ever more,
or even possible death.
Stains of blood,
shedding of too many tears.
I am here,
but am i wanted?
It seems like i am not.
People screw up,
But dont admit that what they did was wrong.
Wrong and hurtfull.
It brings upon depression that i feel now.
I am here,
but am i neede?
People tell me theyd wish id die,
just so they can laugh non stop.
They tell me to never go near them,
even after they spend their life time running away.
Their death may devestate me,
But mine won't them.
I am here,
But i am not.

Copyright © tWiStLe ... [ 2004-12-06 04:36:45]
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Re: I am here, but i am not (User Rating: 1 )
by Former_Member on Monday, 6th December 2004 @ 04:41:38 AM AEST
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this is very deep, and I really like it. So dark, so true to life, well expressed, I am most impressed.

Re: I am here, but i am not (User Rating: 1 )
by girish on Monday, 6th December 2004 @ 05:52:09 AM AEST
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dark not the poetry, but dark are your thoughts
life would have been dark, expressed in parts
one way or the other life expresses difficulties
To gain stand and arise read my poetries

I had such difficulties in other form. But i had gained the stand. My poems express the path I took.
girish

Re: I am here, but i am not (User Rating: 1 )
by Kindredblood_dragon on Monday, 6th December 2004 @ 08:27:53 AM AEST
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Dark full of fear and painted blood filled emotions and thoughts, awesome write..and enjoyible read.

Re: I am here, but i am not (User Rating: 1 )
by Delusions on Tuesday, 21st December 2004 @ 04:56:54 AM AEST
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wow babe... awsome poem... i remember feelin the same was sometimes... but i hope u do know now that there are lots of people who want and need and LOVE you... and oen of those peeps is ME!!! never doubt that hunni!!! Keep up this awsome writing!!! ~cRuNcHiE~

Re: I am here, but i am not (User Rating: 1 )
by unforgiven on Saturday, 25th December 2004 @ 10:21:32 PM AEST
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such raw emotion is so compelling in ur work sweety. i'm glad i got to see and be involved in ur talent of writing. keep up the excellent work and know that i will always be there for u even if u just want to belt out some avril tunes out loud with me lol.
mwa
becca

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