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[sid] => 74376
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Words of NO ONE
[time] => 2004-12-04 10:21:45
[hometext] => Hi everyone, been gone for a while. Not sure if this is okay topic, but i feel it's the only place i can be honest and open. I have DID. These are the words of a new alter named NO ONE.
[bodytext] => I don't think she is coming back this time or else I would not be here. I am NO ONE I was there during all the bad things that she could not handle when she was a little girl. She would freeze, go numb and dissappear for a long time. I am nothing so it didn't matter what happened to me because if you are nothing or NO ONE then nothing can hurt, Because you really don't exist. So I don't belong anywhere I don't want anything I don't need anything Nothing matters There's just blackness Not real No feeling Just nothing That's how we survived But survived for what??? NOTHING!!! To me the sh** just happened over and over Yesterday Today NOW........................................... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 488 [topic] => 31 [informant] => Evilnn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => StoryPoetry )
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