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[aid] => mick
[title] => a painful death
[time] => 2004-12-02 21:43:14
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[bodytext] => A painful death Porcelian staind red with blood again. These words I choke out... I hate it. These blades I push in... Such relief. Turning to the blade when I'm sad. When I'm too pressured in life. Death seems the easy answer. I am the immortal. Immune to these suicides. One day I'll get something right. Maybe this time a part of me will live. And I'll be able to feel happy. But as long as the pills do numb me, As long as this high rides strong, I'm the immortal suicide. Just as long as the night lasts... Just an empty page by day. A painful death by night. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 13 [informant] => surge_joebot [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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