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[sid] => 74034
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => An Empty Shell
[time] => 2004-12-01 23:04:04
[hometext] => i'm just at a loss and don't really know what i'm feeling
[bodytext] => I hear the same words you said once before and my mind says you'll do it again my heart refuses to listen because comfort is what it might be missing should I choose to follow logic I live in this shell this painfully secret hell that you constructed for me long ago it was founded on lies that made me despise every word that has been said to me since i can't have it back my heart has turned black like the colour of your betrayal i hate you for your lies and God knows that I've tried to just let the past die i live in this shell a dark secret hell the love i once felt died when your cards were dealt your mistakes have broken all that we shared and i hate feeling so empty when I once was so alive i can't have it back the trust that i now lack you stole my heart and ran and you can't have it back again i hate you for what you've done i gave up everything because you said you'd be the one to protect me and love me but you just showed me that i can never trust my heart again i still live in this shell a dark and lonely hell that i can't escape from but for now I'll play dumb i keep hoping for something new my heart just wants something true so I'll sit in my shell and suffocate in this hell and wait for the end to come soon [comments] => 2 [counter] => 193 [topic] => 32 [informant] => AnastasiaN [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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