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[sid] => 73831
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My life
[time] => 2004-11-30 19:03:43
[hometext] => this poem is mostly just my feelings
[bodytext] => My entire life ive seemed to fail Everyone joking when im serious Everyone ignoring me Telling me to do better though I have already tried my best Im never enough They want me to be more, to be better And now I find myself believing im not good enough Doubting my whole existence I cause so many bad things to happen that I feel a guilt about me A searing pain develops me and sometimes I don’t know if ill survive it At times I want to enter a void where I can be alone for once in my entire life And then sometimes its so bad I want to enter a nonexsitence It feels like I want everything to end Like the only exit is death [comments] => 1 [counter] => 300 [topic] => 36 [informant] => kisser89 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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