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[aid] => mick
[title] => WHOLE
[time] => 2004-11-30 10:27:00
[hometext] => Finaly...Letting myself be whole...& all of me...
[bodytext] => Drifted afloat for years, inert in the endless dark sea of nothing, …Mute & Void…. Without my much craved latitude… Without a true purpose… Caught in a between selves’ feud.. (Because I shut her out ) But once we set our differences aside (& I apologised) I embraced the rest of me…. Together conjoined in compromise We became a seed in whut we then instead perceived as A fertile sea of life & creations… With soft tongue rambling prayer & incantations… …We evolved & grew.. ..As a new whole built of two… …Siamese twin, …Half & half, The same now sharing we coincide, With thoughts & feelings synchronised .. In which we were fortified. ‘WE’ are ‘I’… ..Making ‘ME’ ….As my own creation built from the empty… Took hold of the opportunity. & where once embryonic I now rise from my black shell of pearl Like a prisoner on parole, Like Aphrodite.. As putrid perfection & destructive beauty. …Liberated… …Uninhibited… A wild, savage creature That walks between the silken twighlight veils Of this world & the next… I am untameable rage, & uncontrollable mind flowing out onto the page… Contently agonised, Ripped up inside… ..Insatiable.. …Unstable… Feeding off fear, Anger & pain.. Enjoying confrontation, the adrenalin rush of violent fighting… Over & over again… …& Winning the war In which I am a martyr. …I will not loose… …I will outlast… Who am I? ..I am a warrior. Confident of their skills In a detrimental regiment… & I am the lethal weapon wield Marching forward in holy ascent. …A rise from grace…. But not only am I the weapon.. I’m also the wound where it impaled… …These paper walls… As word becomes flesh …& I cannibal… © Dominick destruction 16th oct 2004…….. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 241 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Dominick-destruction [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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