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[aid] => mick
[title] => Dear, My love
[time] => 2004-11-25 19:42:20
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[bodytext] => Dear, My love Why couldnt you see All the pain inside of me Behind the fake smiles A wall of tears I plead for mercy From all of my fears My body was live My heart was dead Your voice was all i had in my head I wanted your touch I begged for your kiss You are the only one that i will miss Im so sorry For all of the times i acted like i was completely fine Its not because of you or anything you did My sorrows were so Perfectly hid You dont understand but i do You were too blind to see what they did to me My heart said yes But my body said no My final choice is I have to go I clutched the knife I said no The pills make it longer till i have to go I swallowed them down I was so afraid I closed my eyes Then i prayed I put my head down And lied still I had no more hope no more will My head was spinning i could barely see Your picture i held right in front of me I couldnt stand up But i wanted to try I was too blind from all the tears in my eyes I wiped them away And held on strong I was slowly slipping It wouldnt be long Your picture i clutched so close to me It was the last thing i would ever see I lied very still I was on my way Tomorrow would be a brighter day [comments] => 4 [counter] => 198 [topic] => 36 [informant] => x0xlostgirlx0x [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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