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[aid] => mick
[title] => A Life Gone Awry
[time] => 2004-11-24 08:22:36
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[bodytext] => My life, sordid tales of lonely journeys My eyes, dirty windows to a dark soul My mouth, silenced by the pain inside My tears, salty droplets of a life so cold Life’s dirty secrets revealed for all to see My pale, gaunt wrists tell the tales so true Like a living diary of my torment within The pale and pink scars of a life gone askew In my head, where everything goes awry Thoughts of an elusive nature take reign Affecting my senses, altering my perceptions Convoluted messages and conflicted pain I hate what I have become. I despise it all What was once a life, is a soulless vessel of pain I am truly misconstrued, a danger to myself And I hope I don’t live through this again Bring out the familiar tools, my dearest friends My sombre implements of both pain and despair The razor-edge is sharp and switchblade clean And the suicide note is composed with due care Look away. Push the razor deep into your skin Feel the lifeblood escape from you with haste Absorb the overdue feeling of relief you gain And forever focus on the pain and hurt it replaced [comments] => 3 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 36 [informant] => emphaticplacebo [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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