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[sid] => 72602
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Way
[time] => 2004-11-21 20:29:36
[hometext] => ×I hide away my anger...this is the only way I express it×
[bodytext] => I can’t tell you what I am feeling inside… I can’t admit to my thoughts. Trying so hard to be strong, so hard to fight back… And I am once again a coward. Attempt to look up, to keep a spine of steel… But we both know that’s not true. My eyes have always cast away; You may not have seen it…but it happens every time. I’ve done a good job of covering it up, but this time it’s different. I want to yell, want to scream, want to lose control, unlike all the other times that I’ve gained my posture. This time I’m shouting until my lungs ache. This time I’m hitting you where I know it will hurt most. This time it will be different. I’ll grit my teeth, I’ll try. But if one more straw is pulled… I have to say things I’ve always needed to say. No more of this *****, ***** this, ***** the world. I don’t need anyone anymore. I’m sick of being walked on, pushed around. I’ve had enough of this bull*****. You had your chance, now listen up. You’re going to take notice; you’re going to learn something tonight. I’m not a mat to wipe your filthy feet on. This was the last time…no more. You had your chance, now it’s MY turn. Baby, you ain’t seen nothing yet. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 6 [informant] => --skoTch-- [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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