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[aid] => mick
[title] => He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
[time] => 2004-11-21 15:23:26
[hometext] => Yeah, i'm still here... just... came out of hospital ealier... wrote this ealier... i can't get over it... it's just keeps spinning round and round in my head. Please give it a read.
[bodytext] => I don’t know how to feel.
He’s admitted to the abuse!
He’s admitted to how.
I was sexually used.
But…
Why not do it in the firs place?
I’m confused.
For 3 years of my childhood,
He had his way!
From when I was 9,
To 12 years of age.
… And when I came forward,
He denied it ALL!
So in the last 2 ½ years.
All I could do was fall…!.
That 5 ½ years,
Was totally screwed up by him!
‘Coz he was too ‘sick’,
To just admit it!
And in the last week,
I ODed twice!
‘Coz my life held no point!
‘Coz I had no place to hide.
To avoid,
All the strife.
He just gave me no point!
He made me rather die,
Then have to go home each night…
… Well he’s admitted to it now!
Made people believe me now!
Only,
I’m STILL too torn to get out!
So tell me NOW!
‘Coz I’m too broken down!
To see how,
He can STILL live in this house!
When he’s admitted to abusing me as a little girl!
… Its 5 ½ years!
11 if doubled.
I’M 14 NOW!
Do you get why I’m troubled?
It’s almost half my life he’s stolen!
It’s some thing I won’t get back,
But yet, I’m meant, to live with him,
Well that MORE than I can stand!!!!!!!!
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He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
Contributed by
deathdrop
on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 03:23:26 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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I don’t know how to feel.
He’s admitted to the abuse!
He’s admitted to how.
I was sexually used.
But…
Why not do it in the firs place?
I’m confused.
For 3 years of my childhood,
He had his way!
From when I was 9,
To 12 years of age.
… And when I came forward,
He denied it ALL!
So in the last 2 ½ years.
All I could do was fall…!.
That 5 ½ years,
Was totally screwed up by him!
‘Coz he was too ‘sick’,
To just admit it!
And in the last week,
I ODed twice!
‘Coz my life held no point!
‘Coz I had no place to hide.
To avoid,
All the strife.
He just gave me no point!
He made me rather die,
Then have to go home each night…
… Well he’s admitted to it now!
Made people believe me now!
Only,
I’m STILL too torn to get out!
So tell me NOW!
‘Coz I’m too broken down!
To see how,
He can STILL live in this house!
When he’s admitted to abusing me as a little girl!
… Its 5 ½ years!
11 if doubled.
I’M 14 NOW!
Do you get why I’m troubled?
It’s almost half my life he’s stolen!
It’s some thing I won’t get back,
But yet, I’m meant, to live with him,
Well that MORE than I can stand!!!!!!!!
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by emystar on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 03:33:21 PM AEST
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this is very sad. It's good that he admitted it but I'm like u why is he still in the same house as u?
I was abused by an uncle but he shot himself years ago and died..
Is this your father or maybe a step father?
Hang tuff.
P.m. me any time.
Luv, huggs, pryaer,
emy |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by Former_Member on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 03:36:34 PM AEST
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that heartless soulless _ss, son of a B**ch should be in jail for doing that!
glad you let your feeling out. |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by babygurl33 on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 03:57:12 PM AEST
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this is a good poem.....I'm being sexually abused by my sisters bf....so Idk what to do...when I read this poem it made me think...
***Huggles***
xxxDestinyxxx |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by Sweetheart on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 04:20:26 PM AEST
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| I'm so sorry this happend to you. There are several close members in my family who have had to live with the same thing for too long. Don't let him take anymore years away from your life. Tell somebody if he ever tries to again. Do your best to stay strong and I hope you don't have to live with him much longer. I'll pray for you. |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by n2dep2care on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 04:26:00 PM AEST
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Disturbing, sad and tragic poem. No one should have to go through this. My heart to you.
Laurie |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by kidpoet_213 on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 05:52:23 PM AEST
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Rosie... glad to hear that u're okay... and yet not okay... I know the feeling... it was a supposed fa,ily friend frome the time I was about 8 or9 to about the age of 13 or 14... about 4 yrs. This man is now sitting in jail... hopefully for the rest of his life... I should have told someone then and didn't... I regret that b/c he has had quite a few victims since... and maybe I could have prevented that... only God knows... a couple of yrs ago he lived here in the same house as me for about 4 mos... believe me that was a hard 4 mos. especially since earlier I had almost lost my dad and was assaulted about 2 mos b4 he got here...
Hey glad u got it out though thru this poem...
it was sad... but something that had to be written... Good job!!! |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by kidpoet_213 on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 05:52:42 PM AEST
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Rosie... glad to hear that u're okay... and yet not okay... I know the feeling... it was a supposed fa,ily friend frome the time I was about 8 or9 to about the age of 13 or 14... about 4 yrs. This man is now sitting in jail... hopefully for the rest of his life... I should have told someone then and didn't... I regret that b/c he has had quite a few victims since... and maybe I could have prevented that... only God knows... a couple of yrs ago he lived here in the same house as me for about 4 mos... believe me that was a hard 4 mos. especially since earlier I had almost lost my dad and was assaulted about 2 mos b4 he got here...
Hey glad u got it out though thru this poem...
it was sad... but something that had to be written... Good job!!! |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by PumpkinPie on
Sunday, 21st November 2004 @ 06:12:03 PM AEST
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While reading this,my heart just went out to you.How sad that an innocent child has to go through this.I hope this **** goes to jail and pays for all the years he ripped off your life.Can you move in with a relative or something for the time being?Don't forget though,you're worth gold and that things will eventually get better,I'll say a prayer in your name tonight.I truly hope all goes for the best for you,and remember,what goes round',comes around.He'll get punished,if not in this life,in the next.
PumpkinPie |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by theMoth on
Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 01:45:20 PM AEST
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You deserve better,
always remember that.
Fight for your life.
--Mothy |
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Re: He's admitted to it! (SEXUAL ABUSE).
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by screwup on
Thursday, 25th November 2004 @ 01:16:59 PM AEST
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thank god you are still here... ive been so worried and checking your page often. i am so GLAD that you didnt leave us. as you surviving has proved you are meant to do something in this life. btw, i am also glad he amitted to it. as you know ive had these problems all my life... so know you can be on your way to healing from these horendus events in your life. trust me, now that its all out and you can talk about it, it will all be ok.
take care please,
Deanna |
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