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[sid] => 72484
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Only You (dont cry)
[time] => 2004-11-20 21:48:58
[hometext] => depression + father I can't stand = this
[bodytext] => I open my eyes and all I see is black Nothing ever brightens up I live in darkness (Alone) (Untouched) Every word I hear is my own. I'm happy in tranquility My own pace (not your's) My own life (not your's) Then morning breaks and I realize What I had seen was a dream I'm back with this life. I'm back with this house, this family (..this pain) Everywhere are lights (too bright) Everywhere are people (I dont want to see) My heart aches constantly My eyes rimmed with tears (don't cry) At home I search for peace for a place of my own a place of solitude (tranquility) But I find nothing.. same mess.. different day.. Why can't I dream again? I can't wait for tonight to come I need to find darkness my lonesome world my happy world (don't cry) yet it's still only morning and all I can think about is sleeping my little tease of peace my little slice of death (tranquility) No school today that's one thing Maybe my day is looking up ..But no..he's home.. Quit breathing down my neck! why is he here? Quit saying those things! (if you don't leave I will) Just because you're here doesnt make you a father Go back to your home! (if you don't leave I will) You know we don't like you No such thing as 'loving' you So why don't you just leave?! I drift to my room unleash what I have to hold back All done.. Leave my room with new wounds (you'll never notice) Can't take my jacket off (you'd never even care) If only I had the strength ...the courage To push just a little harder but that was then.. I dont want to die... no.. just quit hurting.. Stop the feelings that you (only you) cause.. It's only noon.. still waiting for this day to pass As you yell more.. I venture to my room..more always leaving needing new bandages (it's all your fault) If only you knew what you do to me.. (I rescue you by killing me) You don't deserve it.. 15 after 4...almost there.. yet...you fight..more...yell..more.. contradict every thing said.. (why won't you leave?!) to my room I go... hours pass.... I don't return.. (don't cry) I hear you knocking ...but I sit bathing in what you created... What you led me to do to save you.. (I rescue you by killing me) ...I could've killed you...but.. you're my dad, my father... and as much as I hate you.. and wish you would die... I still vaguely love you... even though you make me cry... ..don't cry for me [comments] => 2 [counter] => 184 [topic] => 32 [informant] => PsychoticDreamz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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