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[aid] => mick
[title] => Nothing
[time] => 2004-11-19 21:41:02
[hometext] => This happened today. I've never been so mad and hurt in my life.
[bodytext] => Recently I told you how I felt. How I cared for you still, although I broke it off three months ago. You looked in my face and simply said ok. Today a friend told me they could not bare to tell the truth. My friend said she had a talk about me to you. Its been a few days now since I poured out my heart. She asked you if it meant anything to you after what I had said. You crushingly replied no, it doesn't effect my life in any way. I have no feelings for her, she means nothing to me. Nothing, nothing at all after almost two long years. The shatter of the sound hit my ear drums and pounded like a hammer in my brain. First I thought to cry, but then it turned to rage. How could you say you loved somebody and then froget about them? How can I mean NOTHING? How can I not effect you? How are you over me? I put my heart out on the line and you didn't tell me to my face how you felt? Were you going to make me wonder if you still loved me and make me suffer? How cruel can you be? That a person can take someones heart and tear it apart piece by piece, minute by minute, agonizing day by day? How long have you done this? How much have you loved watching me hurt? I know I hurt you when I said goodbye...but do I deserve this cruel punishment? Why do you flaunt her when you are around me? Why do you do the things with her in FRONT of me? Why? How can you say you have no feelings, when not so long ago you would do anything for me? How can she replace all that we had and built on? Who am I? I guess I am............nothing. [comments] => 4 [counter] => 230 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Sweetheart [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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