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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Die Inside
[time] => 2004-11-19 15:10:21
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[bodytext] => I stand by the shore staring out at the ocean the waves wash upon the beach a lonely sound the sand piper scurry to and fro for evening meal and i just stand here feeling my lonliness again how can there be such happiness when i die inside the hustle and bustle of christmas shopping at the mall the children laughing in glee to sit on santas knee people scamper from store to store checking thier list i gaze around at all this happiness and wonder why am i sad how can there be such happiness when i die inside there was a time when i shared their glee at life when holidays filled me with such joy but now the emptiness i feel the betrayal i felt for what why is my life torn apart shredded spread all over how can there be such happiness when i die inside why did one man hold that much power over me how could i have fallen so deep in the trap why was my love played with abused like that whenever i think of him tears well up in my eyes how can there be such happiness when i die inside [comments] => 2 [counter] => 181 [topic] => 22 [informant] => maryetta [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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