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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Past
[time] => 2002-11-22 03:15:00
[hometext] => Sorry But this Is a long song total time is about 7 min.
created by 5 different parts I wrote put into one. **It is kinda what it's like finding the one you love for life when and where you least expect it after you have been "hurt" in any way before** [bodytext] => Hidden secrets of the past, longing for a cure. Got to find the door, That leads me out of this world. Tell a few about my past, But no one understands. What I ever went through, Nightmare's that seem to last. Take my secret to your grave, Don't you dare tell a soul. Memories from my past, Thought's I can not control. "I Love You" Doesn't mean anything, The words I've seemed to forget. Lost within my own thought's, Is it love or is it my regrets? Lost within my past I can't seem to escape This realm of reality This insanity seems fake. I can't seem to get clean As I welcome the world, I scrub and scrub, and scrub again. But I'm dirty still with guilt. I've been told it's not my fault But I can't accept the truth I had nothing to do with it Is it my dignity I lose? Emotions cover over me I have seemed to lost control What are these new feelings That were placed in my soul? I question about the future But can't forget the past I try to forget it all But the nightmare still last's. There's nothing there to comfort me Or is there and I can't see? Is the door wide open and Your on the other side waiting for me? Help me see the truth I've been searching all my life It's been hard all these years Were you always by my side? I just feel as if your there But I can't really tell Are you good, are you bad? Are you for heaven or hell? I hear a small voice, But it's not anyone I see I found the gate to happiness I feel I lost the key. But the key to the door I hold in my hand It fit's in the lock It turns and I ran Am I afraid to go inside? As I run to escape, I quickly turn around I walk back...Is it fate? There's a part inside of me That says not to go But I feel there's something inside That I shouldn't let go. What's inside the door The other side of the gate As I get closer It get's warmer I feel my chains begin to break. The chains no one can see But I felt them everyday On my wrists and my feet The chains that pulled me away. Away from this door Away from the light Pulling me into unhappiness That I cried about every night. I have no need to cry now, the door opens I've seen the one near my side The one I always loved The one that showed me to the light. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 140 [topic] => 34 [informant] => metalmouth666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SongLyrics )
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