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[aid] => mick
[title] => Why?
[time] => 2004-11-18 16:52:12
[hometext] => why do you care so much?
[bodytext] => Why do you care so much? Why do you want to save me? Why don’t you know you cant save me? Why do you keep trying regardless? Why wont you just let me crumble? Don’t you know it hurts everytime you rebuild me? Why cant I find me? Where did I lose me? Am I scared wherever I am? Why wont I come back to me? Why cant I be the little girl I used to be? Why cant I be a child again? Why do I have to be in this body? Why cant I be smarter? Why cant I try harder? Why cant I say no to drugs? What is wrong with me? What lesson did I not learn growing up? Why didn’t I listen to all the lessons I should have learned? Why am I slowly killing me? Why do I like it? Why doesn’t God care? What makes you believe hes even there? Why cant I believe in God? Why did God abandon me? Why wont he help me come back to the light? Why doesn’t he care anymore? Did he give up on me? Did I give up on myself? Why do you want to be around me? Why do you want anything to do with me? Why cant you see how sick I am? Why are you letting me take you down with me? Why arent you scared to fall with me? Why wont you let me fall on my own? Why do love me so much? How could you love me so much? Please don’t stop loving me. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 6 [informant] => ZiltzWiltz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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