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[aid] => mick
[title] => Nothing
[time] => 2004-11-18 10:29:12
[hometext] => Comments always appreciated
[bodytext] => Today I was in assembly We learned a lesson that day That everyones unique and special 'Cos we're all different, in some way We were told that none of us was the same You would never find someone like you No-one would have the same laugh or smile Or the same personaility too Most faces broke into a smile While mine broke into a frown Most people beamed at the speaker While I put my head down I started thinking about you How theres no-one exactly the same I started thinking of what I'd done There was no-one but me to blame I started wondering if I'd see you again Wondering if you were ok I started wondering if you'd hate me forever If I'd forgive myself one day I started wishing you were here with me Wishing it would still be the same I started wishing I could back to the old times And hold you in my arms again I started hoping that you'd be standing behind me And I'd turn round with you there I started hoping someday I'd be special Enough for you to care I started crying out for the Lord Why did he make me like this? I started crying out, asking why he'd done this Why he'd taken the only person I'd miss I started screaming why was I me? Why was I created? Why was I put on this earth? I started screaming with hatred Towards the 'special ones' Towards my godforsaken life Towards God Towards that ***** Towards myself Towards him... The man I loved The man I'll always love Who'll never love me The man who'll always put me down Make me feel like *** The man who I try so hard for But everytime I'm criticized If I was so special then why was he disappointed? If I was so special why did he hate me? Why did he shut me out? Why wouldn't he love me? I was screaming for the life I left behind The pain I was feeling now My inevitable future... I want him back I need him back But it will never happen His face has started to fade, but the pain never will... Where are you? Where are you when I need you? God, tell me what to do??? Please Help me Nothing... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 188 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Kitty_cat [notes] => Edited due to the use of a banned word. Please read the site rules. - Moderator_16 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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