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[aid] => mick
[title] => Death In a Halo
[time] => 2004-11-16 14:54:34
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[bodytext] => I always said, If they can dream, then why can’t I, Can’t I wish not to die? Can I get more? More time to spend? More of everything before the end? Why doesn’t my wish, ever come true? Why can’t I get even a clue. I asked for something, and I asked quite nice, But it doesn’t seem to matter, And I even asked twice. Does no one hear me? That I want more? Doesn’t god know what I’m screaming for? What is this pain that stabs my heart? Why can’t I throw it away and rip it apart? Can’t tears of sorrow turn to joy? Can’t I create instead of destroy? I thought I lived in a perfect halo, With gold thats found at the end of the rainbow, When will I die, and let this be over? I have no luck, no four leaf clover. Can’t the end be any faster? I hate this game of pet and master. But then I realized something, that I had not realized before. Because I had been to busy asking for more. But now I understand life really isn’t this bad, I wish I could have noticed, sooner than I had, I see that my thoughts were really misled, Because all this time, I’ve really been dead. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 13 [informant] => n0body [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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