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[sid] => 71395
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I STILL
[time] => 2004-11-14 01:18:52
[hometext] => for the one i need, the one I have loved my whole life, the one I pushed away
[bodytext] => Time has passed since you left me, I remember how things used to be, Alone now, completely blue, I can not say it was all on you... I gave you my heart, and I gave you my love, but somehow I expected so much from you, I expected you to understand, everything that hurt me, but I never told you a thing, I wanted you to know how I felt, but I never told you how it hurt, I let fear and regret run our love, now I need you so much, but don't know how... I don't know how to say the words, we ended us with such harshness, yet i need you in my loneliness... How can I ask you to come back to me? When my foolish ways set you free? How can I stay so far away? When I only wanted to beg you to stay with me? I put so much pressure on you, I never thought of how I was hurting you... You were susposed to heal a pain too deep for me to deal. You were susposed to love me no matter what. But now your gone, and I'm all alone. You needed your thing, I wanted to love you, I wanted to need you, but most of all I just wanted you Confusing as these words my be, Without you I don't know how to be me! But YOU are also to blame, you never asked, you never spoke, to you??? was I just a joke? these questions I ask now, trying to dry my tears, I just don't know how.. I loved you so much I was blind, but you didn't have to be so unkind... but I still cry for you, i still reach for you i still i only i know I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU [comments] => 2 [counter] => 164 [topic] => 22 [informant] => brokenwings [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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