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[sid] => 71235
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Why did I do it?
[time] => 2004-11-12 16:11:26
[hometext] => isnt exactly wot i wod class as poetry, but i wrote it afta i pushed my concerned boyfriend away.He was worried coz summit has been up all day &i couldnt tell him without nearly cryin which i werent gonna do whilst we were in college. comments appreciated
[bodytext] => HURTING so much inside... I want to cry and just be loved... Hate myself so much no one understands... Feel like I push you away... I want to let you in... But I don't know how... You treat me so well... I am not used to this treatment... I cry my tears of happiness and sadness... I am so happy around you... Yet I want to die because I feel this is too good to be true... I've already let you closer than most... I feel this could be dangerous... I'm not sure you can cope with me... Yet still I am willing to let you try... I hate saying good bye to you... I can't believe I wouldn't let you know my problems... Considering you're about the only person I could tell my problems to... My tears make me feel weak... This is my only form of expression... I can't find the words to speak without tears... SJ [comments] => 3 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 48 [informant] => little_genna [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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