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[aid] => mick
[title] => I'm not crazy! I'm not crazy...!!!!!!!!!!!
[time] => 2004-11-12 12:15:50
[hometext] => I’ve got split emotions over this… it’s what was going through my mind as I was doing it. It’s quite vivid, 'coz I haven't to the strength to write about every thing that happened today, but please comment on it ANY WAY…
[bodytext] => You think I’m depressed! Well have a merit ‘coz you noticed! Only, one little problem, I’ve had enough! I won’t try. Trying takes too much. I just want to write! And draw a ‘dead me’ I don’t even care, if you see. I’ll draw me dead in pool of blood. I wish I didn’t have to. I wish I could just be under stood. But no, I’ll draw myself there. Just don’t pretend that you care! I’ll draw the tools I’ll use. Make people feel mega confused. ‘Coz they won’t get why I did this. They never seem to get why I hiss. I sit drawing and writing it all… Some black tears begin to fall. I blink my eyes and they disappear. They’re no longer here. You’re saying, I need to listen now. People are laughing and I just frown. No! I won’t stop ‘coz this is my ‘suicide note’. ‘Coz when I die, you’ll cry, if the reason’s unknown. No! I won’t stop. ‘Coz this is my final good bye! Why remove me from the class? I’m NOT depressed alright! I’m not crazy dammit! Why are you saying that you care? You’re NOT doing me a favor! Making them THINK I’m not all here… Making them think that i'm unstable, I can't help wanting to die. But it DOESN'T mean i'm depressed! I'm just not feeling ALIVE! [comments] => 4 [counter] => 211 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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