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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Agoraphobia
[time] => 2004-11-11 19:09:07
[hometext] => Why cant i get rid of you?
[bodytext] => Im smiling For the first time in months Im laughing For the first time since god knows when But there you are I see you coming With that cold smile on your face again. Why cant I get rid of you? You hideous monster from within. Why wont you just leave me alone Instead of tagging along like a friend. I want to see you crying Looking up at me with fear Instead of seeing myself on my knees Hiding from your awful sneer. Your ugly your ugly Your so awfully ugly I cant stand you I hate you I hate you so badly But no matter how hard I try and I try Your always here always by my side Don’t touch me I hate you You lock me inside You keep me from others In the darkness I hide Shaking and shivering Like a stupid little baby All because it brings you pleasure It makes you smile and you love it To see me crying and crawling On the floor in my bedroom Alone forever Just you as my company And you’ll keep it that way Wont you? Youll never let me out You always lock the door And push me about You’ve got control of me And you know it And theres nothing I can do But I suppose if this razor meets this wrist You will die too. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 48 [informant] => ZiltzWiltz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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