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[aid] => mick
[title] => My future foolishness
[time] => 2004-11-10 03:55:05
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[bodytext] => There are changes Changes within That i do not understand The anger, the love The passion Every single emotion is changing In me So rapidly I cannot hold up It is just going to fast for me I wish I could I could slow it down somehow But that Is not for me to decide It is for the fates I do things I would otherwise Do not I do not know what is happening To me And with my not knowing I do it And my surroundings Get angry And over haste Their decisions And I am lost Not forgiving my self Nor the others I cannot go further like this But yet I do And breaking my self I want to escape This reality But cannot For I would hurt others If they will see me In that form And know they shall never Forgive me For such a foolish act If I do so But every day I think about it Every day For I truly wish To escape reality Even for a minute Or even a second One already knows But what shall The others say I dare not To confront anyone But I know with this I must And while my body Is shaking with fear I cannot run away this time I must confront My future foolishness [comments] => 1 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 13 [informant] => naijerana [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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