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Array ( [sid] => 70350 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up. [time] => 2004-11-06 09:52:35 [hometext] => This morning I drew a picture of my-self. I put words and sentences that either I’ve said or other people have. These are the echoes that have stayed inside me and that are clogging me up inside. [bodytext] => “Night-mares”.
“Yeah of course I like you.”
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“Over dose”!
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“I THINK YOU’RE JUST BEING PARANOID!”
“RAN WAY”.
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“I’M SCARD INSIDE”.
“Self-harm”.
“Desperately distressed at times…”

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It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up.

Contributed by deathdrop on Saturday, 6th November 2004 @ 09:52:35 AM in AEST
Topic: selfstruggles

“Night-mares”.
“Yeah of course I like you.”
“We care.”
“Pain.”
“You’re cute”.
“BLOOD”
“Love.”
“Don’t listen to them!”
“Let him starve”.
“Where’d you get that coat from?”
“RICHARD”
“Sexual abuse.”
“It hurts!”
“I stopped loving you tonight!”
“You know we’re here.”
“I care.”
“LIAR!”
“*****!”
“HELP!”
“I don’t care about you!”
“Priory Meadow.”
“Margaret”.
“Jason.”
“Daniel”.
“Don’t worry about him Rosie, he doesn’t under stand”.
“Jason”.
“Dan”.
“Jump”!
“Roof”.
“SUICIDE”!
“Reactions”.
“Stitches.”
“Over dose”!
“Self-injury.”
“I believe you.”
“LIAR!”
“IGNORE.”
“FREAK”.
“They’re freaks NOT you”!
“Words”.
“Damaged”.
“Re-built”.
“Die.”
“Carl”.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea.”
“Emotions”.
“I THINK YOU’RE JUST BEING PARANOID!”
“RAN WAY”.
“Come here!”
“I’M SCARD INSIDE”.
“Self-harm”.
“Desperately distressed at times…”

“Mmm, why’d you write I AM DEAD on your bag???”

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Re: It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up. (User Rating: 1 )
by pixie on Saturday, 6th November 2004 @ 10:03:47 AM AEST
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wow, this poem screams so much pain at me, you must have alot of confused and different thoughts going on inside your head, *hugs* please keep writing them out, it will make you feel better, even if it's the smallest of releases it will help *hugs*
takecare,
pixie xx

Re: It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up. (User Rating: 1 )
by Sweetheart on Saturday, 6th November 2004 @ 10:15:24 AM AEST
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I'm so sorry you've suffered so much pain. My words cannot heal your heart, but I wish they could. Just keep holding on..time is a healer. Focus on somthing positive (as hard as it is) Pray to God, he will give you strength to make it through another day. Keep going.

Re: It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up. (User Rating: 1 )
by BuTTerFly_LoVe on Saturday, 6th November 2004 @ 10:40:20 AM AEST
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Umm i'm speechless i'm sorry you feel that way, for someone to feel so much hate and pain all i can do is say im sorry.. but hey if you need anyone or anything i'm welling to help you.. I"M SORRY once again

HeNo UnKnOwN buTtErFLy

Re: It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up. (User Rating: 1 )
by afraid_of_fear on Saturday, 6th November 2004 @ 11:21:19 AM AEST
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this is clearly a very very personal poem, and so much pain oozes from it.. not your average poem, but i enjoyed (is that the right word?) reading it.

charlotte xxx

Re: It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up. (User Rating: 1 )
by llamaluver on Saturday, 6th November 2004 @ 11:22:09 AM AEST
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OMG! You must be feeling so sad and confused right now. I hope you feel better.

-llamaluver

Re: It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up. (User Rating: 1 )
by theMoth on Saturday, 6th November 2004 @ 04:19:52 PM AEST
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Your title says it all.

I applaud your honesty,
but I know you're not just
being brave.
Life has probably stripped
you of your dignity,
and you have nothing
left to hide.

--Mothy

Re: It’s hard to find inner strength when you feel so ugly, confused and screwed up. (User Rating: 1 )
by Bohemian_with_a_pen on Sunday, 7th November 2004 @ 03:49:07 AM AEST
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wow, thiz iz... emotional.
i love it.

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