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[sid] => 70146
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => GOODBYE
[time] => 2004-11-04 16:40:37
[hometext] => please comment
[bodytext] => im killing myself staying alive im a failor, with no chance to survie drugs, were my only friend a friend, there till the end at night i go to my room and lock the door simply, to hurt myself even more close my eyes to hold in the tears only to hear the voices within yelling and screaming, calling my name your no good, you bring nothing but shame heard so loud, cries of pain taunting, so taunting, driving me insane no one loves you, you piece of ***** worthless and no good. your a misfit the blade strikes my wrist DAD... thats for all the birthdays you missed ALLEN... thats for all the girls beside me you kissed and again the blood trickes down MOM... thats for all the times I let you down my drops of blood creat a image on the floor a world, thats cold and bare without a sound I'm trapped in this hell and I'm the creator no one can help me, there is no savior I dont diserve to live there is nothing i wouldnt give to DIE DIE a word that once scared me DIE a word that will set me free from this misery do I dare take me life? the pain would soon be gone how my heart aches of pain if only you knew do I dare use a rope? from under me you would kick the chair life did cheat me the hurt to much to bare do I dare use a gun place it to the side of mmy head does this mean the voices have won? I guess so I just wanna de dont ask why DONT MISS ME BECAUSE I WONT MISS YOU [comments] => 1 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 61 [informant] => vampyrekiss [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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