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[sid] => 69995
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Paying For My Sin
[time] => 2004-11-03 14:52:47
[hometext] => This poem is about a girl named Brenda whom I will love forever, even tho she is now in Arizona and I am stuck in Oklahoma.
[bodytext] => She has only been gone now for a short time But I feel like I am losing my mind I knew I would miss her when she went away I wish I had fell to my knees and begged her to stay All these people around trying to take her place I wish they would just get out of my face She is the only one that can ever heal this pain I have nothing left to lose and everything to gain Minutes seem like hours and hours like days She was definitely not just a phase I know I will have to move on and be strong I wish she would see, here is where she belongs She spoke perfect words, wrote perfect poems, perfect laugh, perfect face I keep trying to be happy and get back in place For all the pain I have caused others in my life I will pay every day until she is my wife I belong to her, my body, my mind, and my soul All this hurt is starting to take it's toll I will never forget her, never would even try All I want to do now is cry I want my mind to just die I can't keep living this aweful lie Can't anyone even tell me why? Do we have to really ever say goodbye? Take me out of this state of mind, for I am blind She is my soul mate, and you only have one This world will be cold now, no more sun I love her and can't say it enough From now on loving anyone else will be tough This is over, finished, the end I am now paying for all my sin [comments] => 2 [counter] => 143 [topic] => 22 [informant] => Sinzx7 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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