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[aid] => mick
[title] => To: Unavailable
[time] => 2004-11-03 10:49:27
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[bodytext] => Hello, Unavailable: I keep wondering where you are. I feel something is long, lost like they say in the movies. Is this when people wish upon a star? I can't sturdy myself on threads that unravel and I can't keep lying to myself about which I road I am destined to travel. The road is not you, not bare feet on your rocky places or photos in a memory book for capturing family faces. I do love you, but progressively I seek more. A place to rest my head other than the floor. It's cold, not how I pictured this year in my life. It's lonely in every cliché of the word and it doesn't feel right. It's midnight. I keep wondering where you are. I actually looked out my window and wished upon a star. Dearest Unavailable, I am stuck in this place. I can't remember the last time I was able to think straight. Ever since I met you, I've been an emotional mess. My body and my heart react to you the best. I don't understand the demands of this role. The higher I climb, the deeper the hole. The more I learn, the more I learn. Not always a good thing when the truth burns. Half liked, half loved, and never whole anything. Dreaming promise of everything but not spoken a word. I need a place just for me. Something more real that admits to me. Do you see what I see? And do you care what it means to me? Mr. Unavailable, I have made every plea. I have offered every vacant piece of me. I have been as real as I get. I have refuted the odds in a very emotional bet. With everything gained, the loss is still bigger. A split second thought of you is a powerful trigger. It always will be. And I will always be. Severely, Me [comments] => 2 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Red_October [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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