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[aid] => mick
[title] => HE WOULDN’T HAVE ABUSED ME IF I WAS NORMAL…
[time] => 2004-10-30 16:29:58
[hometext] => I just wish that I was normal 'coz then he wouldn't have abused me all those years ago and I wouldn't have to STILL be scrod up today! Please comment!
[bodytext] => NORMAL PEOPLE DON’T GET ABUSED! NORMAL PEOPLE AREN’T SEXUALLY USED… This eating problem I’ve to sort. Even out the folds from my messed up thoughts. I starve then stuff. Then Carve then cut. I’m scrod. I’m rude, I’ve got a small attitude. No boys love me. Some girls wanna know me. People don’t under stand me. Not many want things to do with me. Is that ‘coz I a cut? Or ‘coz I’m too much. Or I’m maybe being paranoid, ‘Coz my life is too destroyed. But I’m broken in my mind, And trying to leave bad times, behind. So things can then be ALRIGHT. Only nothing works out fine, So I cut and don’t eat right. And it tares me up inside. But it’s all I have inside, Just to help me through the nights. So I’m not holding my-self tight, Just to know I want to die, But people care so I’ll stay this time, Even though I want to die! ‘COZ NOTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT!!!!! ‘Coz the pain’s an endless fight. And I want to jump from height. And slit my wrists tonight. But I WON’T ‘coz I know I’ve got to fight. Despite, The lonely nights… I’VE GOT TO FIGHT! Despite. Being depressed, too much of the time. And wishing so bad that I had no strife. That for once I had a normal life. Just so I’d feel strong, and wouldn’t have to cry. And break down to tears just for being alive. I wouldn’t feel fears when I socialize. And I wouldn’t get scared when I look in Richard’s eyes. ‘Coz if I was normal, he wouldn’t have abused me all those times! [comments] => 4 [counter] => 175 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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