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[sid] => 68406
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Wish
[time] => 2004-10-21 22:03:12
[hometext] => comments are welcome.....thank you for reading
[bodytext] => Staring at a blank page, waiting for the words to come, words that describe my life, my feelings, my thoughts. Sometimes I just don’t want to think at all, I just don’t want to feel. I just want to be left alone, alone with my thoughts, alone with my feelings, alone with my hurt, alone with my tears. I told myself I wouldn’t cry, not over him, never over him. I told myself that he wasn’t worth it, that I was better than that. But I keep putting myself down, like everything that happened was all my fault. I wish he knew how much he hurt me, I wish he knew how much I care, I wish he knew how much I love him, I wish he knew what I feel is rare. However much I wish, I know that he’ll never understand, but still I wish. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 48 [informant] => alliecat [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 2 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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