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[title] => Suicidal thoughts
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[bodytext] => i have tried so hard to keep my mind off killing myself, but it seems to never work. I have thought of a time day and place to shoot my self. Many people think i am stupid for doing what i do. Many people don't like me or the way i look theycall me stupid trash or a lesbian dyke it *****es me off but they keep on going at it. I told them to stop many times but they keep on going. I told them many times that they aren't going to see me around here anymore and all they do is laugh.
I am not playing i am going to shot myself in the head , I am going to be buried 6 feet under ground and they still dom't believe me and they laugh.Then the next day comes i pull out a gun i held it up to my head i told them see what you all haver done to me all of yall made me go this far they all tried to stop me but i did it any way you see me on the ground with blood everywhere you run and scream telling everyone to go and help her but by the time you all do help i am dead know who is laughing i hope you all remember that one day cause one day it will happen
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Suicidal thoughts
Contributed by
xGothic_Suicidex
on
Thursday, 21st October 2004 @ 02:45:10 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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i have tried so hard to keep my mind off killing myself, but it seems to never work. I have thought of a time day and place to shoot my self. Many people think i am stupid for doing what i do. Many people don't like me or the way i look theycall me stupid trash or a lesbian dyke it *****es me off but they keep on going at it. I told them to stop many times but they keep on going. I told them many times that they aren't going to see me around here anymore and all they do is laugh.
I am not playing i am going to shot myself in the head , I am going to be buried 6 feet under ground and they still dom't believe me and they laugh.Then the next day comes i pull out a gun i held it up to my head i told them see what you all haver done to me all of yall made me go this far they all tried to stop me but i did it any way you see me on the ground with blood everywhere you run and scream telling everyone to go and help her but by the time you all do help i am dead know who is laughing i hope you all remember that one day cause one day it will happen
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Re: Suicidal thoughts
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by AdamChantell on
Thursday, 21st October 2004 @ 02:53:53 PM AEST
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| when i read this.. it makes me think / feel your going to actually kill yourself.. then i remember this is poetry. very well written.. you thoughts on to paper / computer are ta true outlet. just if you are still feeling this, hang in there. |
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Re: Suicidal thoughts
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by Live2Die on
Thursday, 21st October 2004 @ 03:15:36 PM AEST
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| Same here. I get the feeling you may actually kill yourself...please don't. Your face probably lights up many peoples days, you just don't know it. |
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Re: Suicidal thoughts
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by Spazzo on
Friday, 22nd October 2004 @ 08:19:00 PM AEST
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So much anger in this one, it does sound like you are going to kill yourself. Suicide isn't the answer. By reading your poems it sounds like people try and put you down, if you commit suicide it doesn't seem like they would care. That's just my opinion. They could care and just like to mess around with you.
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