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[sid] => 68111
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My pain, My Loss
[time] => 2004-10-19 19:01:37
[hometext] => My only way of getting out the hurt I feel inside. Advice appreciated.
[bodytext] => In love I sat for a year and seven months. Now as I sit on the phone, all harsh reality starts to hit. Like a knife to the chest, I realize that it truly is over. I have only myself to balme..I called it off. He talked so short, so cold, and unloving. Not the same voice I knew. A grudge had been in his heart over my desicion. Everything that I had hoped for was buned and turned into lonley ahshes as he said, " I'm over you now, I have someone else." I never thought it would end this way so dark and unbareable. I always thought he would say, "I'll never forget you, I'll always love you." He didn't, he has moved on, and I am left here without him. He always had said he would never get over me because we were eachothers first love. I hope he doesn't let her replace me in his heart. I can't bare the thought of him saying the words "I love you" to another. How do I move on like he has done? How can I endure this heartache? I can't eat, sleep, or think of anyone else. I now realize the agonizing pain he endured when I myself broke his heart. I now realize that I still care so deeply for him, but it comes back to the fact that I'm too late. It falls now on my heart and says It was your choice, this is your loss. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 22 [informant] => sweetheart [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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