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[sid] => 68067
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I'm Afraid
[time] => 2004-10-19 12:29:34
[hometext] => fear still has a hold on me, I have hope that one day I will overcome it...
[bodytext] => I admit I am afraid, Of mistakes I’ve already made, I admit that I’m also scared, That you won’t always be there. I am frightened as soon as you leave, My body feels sad & ready to grieve, I feel sick & alone without you by my side, So into a bottle of vodka I go to hide. I have spent my life in fear, That I’ll end up alone with no-one near, It still destroys me although I try so hard, To put it once & for all in my back yard. My soul reeks of fear & insecurity, Stops me from functioning normally, I long to trust but I don’t know how, I wish I had the strength here & now. Fear makes me feel so sick & weak, I search for answers but it’s looking bleak, I feel like throwing in the towel, Fear’s laying it on thick with its trowel. Will I ever be allowed to let go? Get rid of this feeling that hurts me so, All I want to be is normal like the rest, But fear keeps me from feeling my best. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 61 [informant] => pixie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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