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Array ( [sid] => 68067 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I'm Afraid [time] => 2004-10-19 12:29:34 [hometext] => fear still has a hold on me, I have hope that one day I will overcome it... [bodytext] => I admit I am afraid,
Of mistakes I’ve already made,
I admit that I’m also scared,
That you won’t always be there.

I am frightened as soon as you leave,
My body feels sad & ready to grieve,
I feel sick & alone without you by my side,
So into a bottle of vodka I go to hide.

I have spent my life in fear,
That I’ll end up alone with no-one near,
It still destroys me although I try so hard,
To put it once & for all in my back yard.

My soul reeks of fear & insecurity,
Stops me from functioning normally,
I long to trust but I don’t know how,
I wish I had the strength here & now.

Fear makes me feel so sick & weak,
I search for answers but it’s looking bleak,
I feel like throwing in the towel,
Fear’s laying it on thick with its trowel.

Will I ever be allowed to let go?
Get rid of this feeling that hurts me so,
All I want to be is normal like the rest,
But fear keeps me from feeling my best.





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I'm Afraid

Contributed by pixie on Tuesday, 19th October 2004 @ 12:29:34 PM in AEST
Topic: selfstruggles



I admit I am afraid,
Of mistakes I’ve already made,
I admit that I’m also scared,
That you won’t always be there.

I am frightened as soon as you leave,
My body feels sad & ready to grieve,
I feel sick & alone without you by my side,
So into a bottle of vodka I go to hide.

I have spent my life in fear,
That I’ll end up alone with no-one near,
It still destroys me although I try so hard,
To put it once & for all in my back yard.

My soul reeks of fear & insecurity,
Stops me from functioning normally,
I long to trust but I don’t know how,
I wish I had the strength here & now.

Fear makes me feel so sick & weak,
I search for answers but it’s looking bleak,
I feel like throwing in the towel,
Fear’s laying it on thick with its trowel.

Will I ever be allowed to let go?
Get rid of this feeling that hurts me so,
All I want to be is normal like the rest,
But fear keeps me from feeling my best.









Copyright © pixie ... [ 2004-10-19 12:29:34]
(Date/Time posted on site)





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Re: I'm Afraid (User Rating: 1 )
by deadheadpoet on Tuesday, 19th October 2004 @ 12:41:02 PM AEST
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Awesome write Pixie, so from the heart. I know where you're coming from. Dealing with fears can be like traversing over the highest mountains. I wish you strength on your journey. Much peace.


Re: I'm Afraid (User Rating: 1 )
by afterdark on Thursday, 21st October 2004 @ 10:39:11 AM AEST
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very good write..i really liked this one alot.


Re: I'm Afraid (User Rating: 1 )
by skyblumoon on Saturday, 30th October 2004 @ 12:01:28 PM AEST
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This is so sad but powerful. Another great write.
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