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[sid] => 67746
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Life as I know it
[time] => 2004-10-16 23:14:34
[hometext] => This is my life as I've known it......
[bodytext] => I'd like to say I'm somewhat sane That darkness won't consume Though I feel nothing now can save me For my heart feels so deep that I'm doomed, Although writing can give me some peace I don't think it works good enough Cause I still bear inside so much anger And letting go proves way too tough, Nobody here understands me They just shake their heads and walk past My dad acts like I'm such a burden And that one day I'll prove it at last, My brother takes after my father He treats me like woman are **** I'm surprised my mom didn't leave sooner I guess she finally got tired of being hit, My oldest brother was somehow far worse To him words were nothing but bull He hated me for simply living So I made many trips to the hospital, Courts are pointless and the system is flawed They never cared what I had to say They only listened to the "wise" adults So I'm back in this Hell today, But there's one ray of hope to this story My friend who I've known for years He's watched me break in every way And for some reason......he's still here. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Gimpie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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